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2010-02-23T08:42:00.000-08:00

deleting this space.
serves no purpose to me anymore.

Leave it all behind

2010-01-17T09:44:00.000-08:00

im just an ordinary girl.
wanna lead an ordinary and peaceful life.

don't wan too much drama, no nonsense whatsoever...

but somethings have been haunting me for many years alr.
i cant seem to forget.
it comes back every now and then.
makes me feel really helpless, lost, lonely.
that recent shit made it worse then ever.

i get so upset.
i can't help but tremble to hard i cant help but tear uncontrollably at times.
that's how much it's affecting me.
cant slp, cant eat.
even breathing seems like a chore.
been sighing alot lately.

slping very VERY late these few days.
maybe thinking too much...

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay. stop it. im gonna get over it!

i want to have a positive impact in your life.
like how.......................................................................................
...................................................................................................
...................................................................................................

suntec city, sky garden...........................
YES I REMEMBER!

pls don't forget what you promise me.

Leave it all behind.

2010-01-12T01:39:00.000-08:00

Oh well...

today's exam wasn't too hard. Hope i dont make those small mistakes again. Cost me alot of marks for the previous one. sian loh.

having stupid flu again. since ytd nite.
slept very late. about 3am.

keep tossing ard in bed.
keep eating nonsense medicine.
just ate anything that says "drowsiness". LOL
wont die right.

feel like going overseas after i grad.
very long since my family went overseas alr.
last time every year at least got go m'sia.
damn sad lah.

mum is in indonesia business trip.
she's coming back today. heh <3

PIECE OF SHIT

2010-01-07T07:52:00.000-08:00

SERIOUSLY.
this is a damn bad start of the year.

i have never shouted at someone like that in my whole life.
never been so humiliated.

i was so fucking wrong about you.

i admit i started it.
BUT did u have to do what u did??!!
did i kill your father or mother, that u have to do this to me.

FIRST TIME! i met a person like u.
you seriously disgust me.

full of violence & you know what, continue like that and end up in jail when u grow up.

Dont come act pity and say sorry now.
its fucking useless.
YOU! shld know it will come to this state the moment u did what u did.

u shld go clean your foul mouth. nth but shit comes out from your mouth. better stop spreading shit to the rest. mind what you say.

what kind of guy are you, talking/gossiping about people.
u shld just cut off your balls. u dont need them.

mind your own bloody business.

the mere thought of being in the same sch us u, makes me wanna graduate now.

im not so forgiving anymore.
whatever "friendship" we have/had ENDS there and then.

JERK ! PUI !

damn agitated now. argh. spoil mood.

FYI im not talking about my bf.

Bakerzin !

2009-12-17T08:37:00.000-08:00

work really is tough lor.
like u have to see your boss/supervisor's 脸色
but also must deal with troublesome, sometimes aggressive customers.
but wat u earn is like really peanuts.

what to do, life's like that what.

BUT of coz not everyday is not like that lah.
haha.
just sometimes i feel working is really tiring that's all.
heh...

at my work place the doctor sometimes buy treats for us.
LIKE BAKERZIN CAKES !!

the white one is really damn good.
like the whole cake is very VERY soft.
the fluffy thing on top has i very light taste of cheese.
damn nice lo.

craving for it now...
gonna get some soon.
HAHA!

and also, there's another dentist that is like very motherly.
she always like give us $2 everytime we work late.
i think total up she like gave us $20 over alr lor!

lols.

so not everything is that bad lo.
just think on the bright side lo :)

every month i get my pay or when dumbo gets his pay cheque, we will go eat smth nice.

like smth abit more expensive lah.

heh...

i like the way things are now.

peaceful & quiet.

really hope it continue like this...

been repeating this song over & over again...

haha

its like glued in my mind now... :)

my DUMBO is coming back TMR!

like finally.

feels like weeks since i last saw him.

haha...

Missing you...

2009-12-15T07:05:00.000-08:00

Been working full ytd and today.
Working tmr... AGAIN!

walau, sian lor.
other ppl holiday, go overseas & play.
nw here working... not fun at all.

like the stupid dumb went overseas with his fwens.
leave me alone here.

actually damn miss him.
but..........
dont wan miss him liao.
dulan.
humph.

i wanna go out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dunoe wanna do what on x'mas...

will there be fireworks?

anyway, i miss my fwens.

let's go out soon K!

HAHAHAHAHAHA...
okay, some1 is gonna kill me when he comes back.

Not dead yet!

2009-12-11T01:07:00.000-08:00

HELLO !!! IM BACK !

YA ! i know, its been ages lor.
i see spider webs alr.
lol.

TODAY! marks the start of my holiday! woo~

there's a few things i gonna do:

- ear surgery. (as some of u noe i have tat lumpy thing on my ear, im gonna have tat removed)
- buy my dumbo b'day present.
- x'mas CELEBRATION!
- meet fwens.
etc etc.....

canot wait lor!

my dumbo slept over ytd. ^^
AT MY PLACE!

so, i the sweep floor, tidy room and changed the bed sheets. haha.

actually wanted him to stay another day.
but, he has to rush his FYP and has a presentation on Sat.

sooooooooooooooooo, ppl canot be selfish lor :(((((((((

okay lah. i think i end here.

gotta go work now. IM LATE!

(haven finish editing my blog, so do bear with me. heh)

LOVE <3

2009-09-16T07:14:00.000-07:00

<33333333333333333333333333333333333333

day out was fun.

altho it seems like the day passed very quickly.

well, when ppl are having time always seems to pass by fast.

heh.

LOVE Y'ALL!~

Eexams? OVER!

2009-09-09T05:52:00.000-07:00

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!

omg. finally free man.

the past 3 days was hell.

books, notes and practice papers was all i saw.

sleeping damn late & waking up early.

FOR 3 CONSECATIVE DAYS!

can die man.

anyways.

looking forward to holidays.

and 3 more hours to me birthday!!

wooooooooooo~

Mugging? No.

2009-09-05T08:28:00.000-07:00

i studied only 3 chapters of EVM.
keep getting distracted.
when will i ever finish studying?

watching corpse bride.
<3
k lah.
gonna eat supper now.
thn start studying again!

False alarm

2009-09-03T07:20:00.000-07:00

just came home.
damn pissed off just now?

but i think it doesn't matter alr.
so many times i felt this way.
sick of it alr.

anyways, when i came hm just nw.

ah gong suddenly told me tat baboon (younger sis) cried over the phone and she just uttered "ahgong" in a crying voice. thn she hung up.

after tat everyone in the hse kept calling her and msg-ing her.
but her phone was turned off.

of coz we became worried lah. thinking wat happened and its getting late alr.

thn the hse phone ring. tat baboon called, asking y we call her.
we asked her y she cry...

in the end, she said is wasnt her tat called ahgong.
and tat she was gonna stay over at her fwen's place.

WTFFF??!!

BABOONESE THIS IS FOR YOU!
t("t)

argh, so irritaing lah.

exams in 3days time. & i haven even touched my books.

just great.

i guess its hard for us to go back to what we used to be.

i lost the sense of security you used to make me feel.

for the first time, i guess i don't love you as much as before.

is it for the better?

Random.

2009-08-24T02:11:00.000-07:00

"Too many people spend money they haven't earned, to buy things they don't want, to impress people they don't like."

Its true that you canot get everybody to like you.
so just be yourself.
coz you only live once.

its been sometime since i updated.
no internet again.
im using stolen connection now.

so i've to blog fast.
hmmm, life's been pretty mundane.
nth much happened.

except for my work.
dont wish to eleborate lah.
headache....

my dumb's been kinda sweet lately.
altho you totally forgot about me and snatch all the blanket away & make me so colddddd.
but i still <3 him lah
lol.

anyways, below are all super duper overdued pics in dumb's pone.
he nvr upload them lor!
humph

i did this to his hair when i dyed it for him months back. HAHA!

dumb, dont kill me. but i think u're uber kawaii in the pic lorzxzxzxz.

heh >.<

this pic also taken long ago.

during chinese new year i think?

i like my face shape here.

looks slim. tho my eyes like wat only.

lol...

act fierce only.

HAHAHAHAH!

been thinking alot lately.

i know i have been pissing my dumb off.

i keep finding fault with him.

i dunoe y i so short-tempered this few days.

its like i can be so happy laughing away.

thn the next min, i would feel like crying.

and i would cry for the slighest thing that upsets me.

dammit.

think im gonna have depression.

National Day

2009-08-11T08:37:00.000-07:00

Celebrated national day with this bunch of ppl.

met like late afternoon.

went arcade, see them play...

tex got like 1000++ point in his arcade card.

lol.

so each of as got something. heh

walked ard.

damn boring luh.

tri came late :(

look damn fulgy lah. the photographer sucks.

the lousy photograpber!

PRESENTATION TMR !!

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Disfigured !!

2009-08-07T08:08:00.000-07:00

ouchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!

see that faded red line on my head.
i seriously dont know how i got it.

but i still go put toner on it, and it stings like mad man.
like needles poking me.
*oouch*

hope it goes away soon.
ltr canot put mask.
lol.

was damn bored at work, resulting to this.....

LOL!!!

anyway, went to school.

went for the national day tingy.

after tat went out with fwens to town walk awhile.

thn left for work.

heh.

bored luh.

i wanna eat asparagus lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

humph...

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2009-08-06T08:04:00.001-07:00

NBCBK !!!

MISSED THE SHOW I WANTED TO WATCH LAH !!

damn sad :(

anyways, things are not going well for me lah.
like everythings against me.
bad things keep happening.
one after another.
very frusstrating..

Having headache recently.
my head really feels like its gonna burst.
hais.

PLEASE? :'(

Aimless

2009-08-04T07:24:00.000-07:00

What he said is right.

i dont know what i want in life.

all my friends are all in polys. Be it primary school or secondary fwens.

i am the only one left behind.

i am lazy.

i am useless.

i am stupid.

yah.

who to blame.

myself lor.

_l_

!!!

2009-08-02T07:41:00.000-07:00

smth is seriously wrong with blogger.
canot edit the font.

anyways, went out with flang again.
Walked ard jp thn went to lot1.

shopped ard and ate.
took bus to find her *ahem*

went marina barrage.
almost got drenched tere lah!
lol.

the view is not very nice at night.
hmmmm.

ok lah.
dunoe wan write wat liao.

you are seriously not worth mentioning here.
i have my doubts about you too.

ION !!

2009-07-29T22:10:00.002-07:00

HEY Y'ALL

MISS ME?

guess not...

but im gonna update anyway... lol
wore matching top with dumbo today.
heh <3>

i spend money again.

walau.
keep saying i wanna save, save shit man.
hate myself for spending money without thinking.

but i cant help it man, got money liao thn i spend spend..

at least i spend my own hard-earned money lor.
i paid my own phone bill, didnt ask allowance from mama.

^.^

okok, nth to be proud of, tats wat i shld do yah?
heh.

come to think of it, since i got a job, i dont feel like so useless anymore.
i used to just go sch, after sch, go hm, if not meet dumb(only if he is free).

thn go out, always use dumb money.
now at least i can pay 4 my own things & food as well.
dumb cfm happy, save alot money.
haha.

okay, side-tracked. lol

back to my topic. went out with dumbo.
went to town.
ION as well. many branded shops luh.

went into burberry. see see only lah.
i obviously cant afford >.<

OKAY PEEKTURES !!

took this when dumbo eating, feel like pinching his face. LOL

must wear formal when doing presentation. saw this skirt at zara.
nb, so EX lor. %$#@

MATCHING BLUE STRPIES <3<3>

i look freaking skinny here. scary ah. lol

show off.

LOLS! damn funny lah this pic.

i am wearing shorts!!

Have been skipping sch.

Lazy mah.

oh no, canot lazy!

someone said tat he hates lazy girls.

PART 2 !!

2009-07-27T23:58:00.000-07:00

YOH!

couldnt wake up today.
so yah.
as usual lah.

anyway didnt do a proper post previously.

Went shopping with flang?
yupps, we went to bugis at first.
didnt get anything tere.

so OFF we went to clark quey.
got a top tere.
its like for a guy lah.
but dumbo has the blue 1, so i got the red 1.
bought S, but its still too big lah. *frowns*

Me & flang bought a same top oso. hehe.
i got green, flang got black.
She went to try it, so told her to just wear it.
coz i was wearing a black top tat day oso. heh...

Then after tat went to far east.

Hafway shopping, dumb came, coz he was at town.
So sunbian meet him lor.

Paiseh lah flang.

lol.

Bought quite a number of things.
shoe, 3 tops?,bag.

Didnt manage to shop for heels, didnt wan to make dumbo wait so long mah.
SEE! im such a good gf (good friend). *twist*

haha.

outside far east bustop dont have a bus flang can take.

so we went to another bustop. took 174.

flang alighted at westmall.

thn went off to dumbo's place.

try my clothes for him to see.

lol.

after that we went to have supper.
ROTI PRATA!!

thn cab home.

MY LOOT!

nice blue walls.

thinking of painting my room walls?

white is plain jane! lol

OKAY BYE!

SHOPPING WITH FLANG !!

2009-07-26T09:16:00.000-07:00

Went to shop with flang !!

i think i burned a hole in my pocket man...

zzz..

anywaysss, tmr got sch lah. SIANZ.

BYE!

Cooking with LOVE <3

2009-07-24T06:50:00.001-07:00

I AM SO BEHIND TIME !!

Actually surpose to blog afew days back.
Bt no time due to EVM, finally got over & done with it.

Those i expected to come, didnt. (disappointed)
But to my surprise those i didnt expect to come, came.
So yah, its nt tat bad...

okay back to my topic!

A few days back went grocery shopping with dumbo.
actually quite fun leii. hehe.
I WANNA GO SUPERMARKET AGAIN !!

1st time cooking with bf.

actually is 2nd time.

perviously, we tried to bake.

turned out a disaster!

this time turned out okay lah.

i like the bacon with asparagus. hehe..

MY IDEA MAH !!

the spaghetti sauce is made from canned soup.

but we added the white button muchrooms.

Not bad too, bt abit tasteless & watery.

hmmmm, can IMPROVE!

Dumbo did most of the frying, i too scared of the oil.

lols.

anyway... i cant rmb the rest..

went to dumb's ahma hse oso, ate again. haha.

fat fat!

oh yah, jus nw at work.

got a patient commented that i look better previously when she came.

& that i look nicer w/o my spects.

LOL.

thn i tink i said smth stupid.

"You come back for your next appointment, if i working i wear contact lens for you lah"

LOLOLOLOOLOLOLOLOLOL!!

what was i thinking.

okay bye -.-"

HELLO

2009-07-23T08:56:00.000-07:00

damn tired now.

think i will blog tmr if i feel like it!

heh..

byeee !!

loveyou BestFriend <3

Forgetful

2009-07-16T06:26:00.000-07:00

NB LAH!

keep forgetting things these few days.

1. after all my hard work writing all the details to say in my TPS, in the end i forgot to bring the notes. Wasted my effort.

2. Forgot today is thursday.

3. after work, thought i left my hse keys in the clinic, ran back hafway... suddenly rmb i gave the keys to baboon. wtf...

i think i nid take omega 3 liao...

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

曖昧

2009-07-13T05:12:00.000-07:00

Couldnt wake up to attend sch today :(

didnt go home the whole night ytd.

anyway, tmr going do tps report.

did research.

and i just bathe out.

hope tmr dont screw up!

DONT RAIN!!

heh...

bye~

不是说好彼此都不再联络

2009-07-11T08:18:00.000-07:00

so tired. just came back frm work.

working tmr again. LOL!

ya lah.

going slp soon.

NITEZZZZZZZ~

Exam!

2009-07-09T23:04:00.000-07:00

YOH!

studied till 12plus ytd for my OA.

i do better when i study last min. heh.

woke up earlier than usual to make sure i wont be late.

damn 99 always take so long. changed bus at xin en's hse the bustop.

In the end still late -.-"

walk super quickly...

Thn heard some mad women scream my name. LOLS.

luckily haven started the paper yet.

quickly settle down.

damn hot in the classroom la.

couldn't concentrate..

hope i dont flunk it luh...

coz

someone told me to study hard :)

To you:

after so many times of on & offs.
i get what you mean..
you dont have to repeat it anymore.

coz u said our love ended the day u stop wearing the ring...

enough.
i will find someone else who appreciates me.

jus turn your back on me.
dont stop me.

Let me go.

might be changing blog again...

LOL?

hope i get my pay soon!

shop shop shop!!

Wooooooooo~

okay OFF TO PLAY RESTAURANT CITY!

我不想再为你掉泪

2009-07-09T00:31:00.000-07:00

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变

只为了进入你的世界
这情节
重复了一百遍才发现
是你的心太远

你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间

都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协
到头来还是误解
抱着你不让你飞
历史不断重演
我好累

爱到妥协
也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点
我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天

爱到妥协到头来还是误解
抱着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累

爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点
我躲在我的世界

i'll let go ...

2009-07-08T08:54:00.000-07:00

Happiness

2009-07-06T07:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HAPPY !!

you know why?

COZ MY HSE GOT COOK TODAY... hehe

i dunoe since how long since i ate home cook food.
seriously.

ah ma cooked my fav sweet corn soup.

after school went straight to work.

came home tired & hungry tinking, cfm go slp hungry again.

BUT i was sooooooo wrong...

ate like a pig... haha

ok.

i think iam crazy.

hse cook only so happy.

lol

dear

2009-07-03T07:16:00.000-07:00

i am like doing alot of things now now.

talking to ppl on msn, doing my project & blogging.

LOLs...

hmmmm,

2 July Thursday

morning wanted to pei dumb to polyclinic & sch.

but he nvr wake me up in the morning.

damn angry at 1st.
(coz imisshim, but he dont miss me)

but thn he called & said he finish seeing the doc & ask me to meet him.

so quickly bathe & prepared.

met him ard his hse area, we go eat.

After tat went to his ah ma hse.

played cards with his cousin.

Thn dumb borrowed his uncle's car.

coz its like gonna rain, thn he nid go sch pass his fwen something.

So he drove to school, passed his fwen the jersey.

Thn drove to serangoon? or yishun? or izzit khatib? i 4got. lol

he went to pick up his fwen, thn we went to eat at pioneer mall?

Thn dumb drop me off NEARBY my work place.

coz he have to rush back to return his uncle the car.

Thn i went to work...

look damn ugly. canot take proper pix, always feel like puking when dumb drive :x

oh ya. i trimmed my hair oso. no difference?

i tink my dumb look very shuai when he drive.

heh >.<

although my chou dumb really dont noe how treat his gf well.

but i still ♥ him la.

k lah, better rush my project...

have to slp early today.

working tmr again.

canot late !!!

BYEE!

oh yes. if u all didnt notice.

i have a tagbox.

so feel free to tag me arh.. hehe...

SWINE FLU !!!

2009-06-28T21:48:00.000-07:00

faggot.

sick the whole day ytd.

fluuuuuuuuuuu... agrh.

woke up at ard 12plus.

thn i just laid on mother's bed.

watched tv..

dozed off again.

woke up.

7pm!! omg

bathe.

watch tv again

fucking hungry.

practically didnt eat anything the whole day.

waited, waited & waited...

finally someone brought food.

like 2am??!!

in the end only ate a few mouth.

thn throw everything away.

Ate my flu med & went to bed.

So no life hor?

faggot...

Out with mother...

2009-06-27T09:38:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm...

Went out with mother today?

Bought my color lens.

YAY!

no more small eyes again...

LOL.

Took many pictures with mum's digi cam.

just post a few here.

too lazy to upload everything.

heh...

wanna see the rest?

GO FACEBOOK!

pretending to dig his nose? damn fake luh -.-

gay says this photo he took is artistic. diaozx?

oh yes.

DEAR!

PICTURES

BELOW FOR YOU TO

SEE !!!

2009-06-25T10:10:00.000-07:00

*Blog under maintenance*

Try to update when i have time.

BYE!

2009-06-22T00:34:00.000-07:00

20/06/09 Saturday
Went to meet dumb after his training.
Went vivo.
Wanted to eat the steamboat buffet thingy.
But like very lil variety.
So we ate @ harbourfront.
Pasta mania.
Over ordered.

So dabao the pizza home.
Dumb can heat it up for breakfast the next day.

Thn when we on the way home.
Dumb's cousin called saying its his ahma birthday.

Initially dumb didnt want to go.
But since his ahma alr asked, dont go not nice.

So rushed back to dumb's hse.
Bathe.
Changed into dumb's shirt.
Coz they going fishing.

His cousin came in a van to fetch us.

In the end reach tere. High tide.
So cant fish.

Too many ppl. No one wanna sit in the stuffy van -.-" (almost suffocated)
Luckily dumb's aunty the factory nearby.
Borrowed a lorry.
Tis time dumb drove.
Suddenly felt nauseous.
Lousy driver :x

Ate at some seafood restaurant?

Didnt eat much.
No appetite.
Felt sick.

After that went to dumb's ahma hse.
Sang birthday song..

Thn went back dumb's place take my bag.

Thn he send me home.

21/06/09 Sunday
Went to town with XinWei.
To look for my heels.

Went to many places.
Many shops.

But didnt see anything nice.

LOL.

Dined @ cine.

Some hong kong cafe.

Thn took many pictures.

Got approached by many salesman.

Some hair curler promoter, credit card person, survey person, manicurist...

LOLS.

Guess we must look like some rich girls.

BHB...

ended up going into watsons.
initially wanted to buy dumb's hair bleach thingy.
but they dont sell anymore.

bought a foundation & mask.

xinwei bought a eye shadow..

haha...

after tat took train down to meet dumb.

His mum bought mac home.

Dumb ate so much lah.

Still eat durian. PIG!

In the end complain stomach pain.. Zzz.

After eating & all dumb washed off the dye.

His hair like no color.

LOLS.

Thn he ask me to stay over.
Coz he too tired to send me home. *rolls eyes*

Didnt want to stay la.
Nvr bring my lens case & all.

In the end,, i slept in my lens.
All dumb's fault la. nb...

Morning woke up, dumb bought the toast bread 4 me & drank teh.

He pei me wait bus.
Thn he went to sch.

Couldnt slp alr.
So here iam blogging.

edited some of the pictures i took with xinwei.

HAHA..

here goes!

haha. lame.

I CAN MAKE OUR HANDS LOOK CUTE! heh ^v^

HAHAHAHAHA. okay la.

i gtg bathe soon.

gonna meet dumb again.

TOODLES! <3

2009-06-17T08:41:00.000-07:00

Worked the whole day today.

Tri & flang came to jp.

So sunbian come my workplace find me..

Screwed up at work.

Count collect wrong amount of money.

Kena scolded...

Zzzzzz...

They came my hse after that..

Went through all my clothes & make up stuffs.

lol.

Just went to send them to bus interchange.

So kind of tri to ask me go home 1st...

Ltr all kinds of funny funny ppl come out at night.

Gonna work tmr also.

Gonna bathe thn slp liao.

Gdnite.

Beyond redemption

2009-06-14T06:37:00.000-07:00

Ton with WTRY.

Had fun. haha...

LET'S PLAN FOR NEXT OUTING YEAH !!

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO..

LOLS.

Then after that went home.
Slp awhile.
Went to meet DUMB.
Went to eat and all.
Shared cheese fries in the bus again.

haha.

Ate and went jp to walk ard...
Thn pei him wait bus.
And kissed goodbye.

LOVE my dumb today.
He's sweet. (todays only)

BYE !

2009-06-11T08:45:00.000-07:00

Skipped school to find DUMB at bbdc.
He passed his TP. Like finally.
Thanks to me. lol

Then we went out.
Had some disputes again (AS USUAL).

Already used to all that.
So just brushed it off.

Ate, bought food @ pasar malam.
Eat in the bus.

Went to afew places.

Played LAN @ the clementi shopping mall.

Thn went to DUMB'S hse.
Ate a lil.

Thn my eye hurts like hell. (still hurts now)

Took off my lens. Canot tahan.

As a result DUMB had no choice but to send me home. (unwillingly)

Overall, kinda shitty day.

So yah. Bye~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABOON !!

2009-06-08T02:21:00.001-07:00

One word

DISAPPOINTED.

2009-06-05T07:58:00.000-07:00

Why is our happiness is always so short-lived?

Tot u really wanna make things better for us.

Guess i was wrong.

If only i can just let go and turn my back on you.

If only things was that easy...

Then i would'nt have to go through all this.

2009-05-31T02:17:00.000-07:00

IM GOING CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

FUCK!

2009-05-28T22:28:00.000-07:00

i guess we got over the "quarreling period".
It feels great to have you back by my side again.

I'm working hard to change myself for you.
Hope you wont say that i got another guy again.

I suddenly feel like menses is not a torture anymore.
Coz i have you to help me massage my stomach again :)

so blessed lahhhhhhhhhhhhh!! ^.^

2009-05-25T19:41:00.000-07:00

I WANNA SEE YOU AT THE BUSTOP AGAIN!!!

:(

2009-05-25T06:53:00.000-07:00

Are we back to what we used to be?
Met flang ytd.
Asked her what shld i do.

But in the end its my own choice.
Im focusing on the positive side.

Tho we're together physically.
i cant help but feel insecure.
The terrible feeling that you're gonna leave me anytime.

You've alr left a deep mark in my heart.
The kind i cant remove.

HOW?
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

2009-05-20T08:06:00.000-07:00

So many times i asked if we are back together.
You couldn't answer me.

Is it really so difficult to answer?

or maybe you just dont wanna commit anymore.

I dread to ask anymore.

I fear for the worst.

I feel like im stuck.
I cant move out of the shadow.
I seriously need a break.
June pls come.
I wanna let my hair down.

2009-05-19T21:40:00.001-07:00

i really hope things stay this way.

2009-05-12T21:41:00.000-07:00

i know i dont wanna lose you.
I am hanging on.

2009-05-05T22:16:00.000-07:00

Mr chua: "You have so many problems, but you can't find anyone to share it with."

So fucking true.
Sometimes its really so hard to find someone you can really pour out your woes to.

Mayb i shld just cry to slp again.

ByeBye Love <3

2009-04-30T08:02:00.000-07:00

The past memories spent with you will be kept deep in the corner of my heart.